The Old New Year's Eve Speech?

If I was asked to reflect back on my 2008, I truthfully can't come up with anything good. A lot of major bad shit happened along the way especially the first half of the year, the good stuff came in many small packages. If I was given one wish right now, it would be to erase all my memories which pretty much shows how much I hated 2008.

Enough looking back as there's no benefit to it. It's 2009 who will be knocking at your door, 2008 shall be burried 6 feet deep and no tombstone for it. Shall be anticipating for the many changes that will come. Firstly, I'll be undergoing an internship programme very soon for 5 months which only means ZOMG NO EXAMS! XD Final Year Project is also starting which means more research and any small mistake will be fatal. Then god knows what will happen to some particular committee, I'm just praying for a revolution.

Let's just end this with 12 new and some brought forward from old 2008 resolutions shall we?

1. Improve results (gods how hard it is to achieve this)


2. Get a better personality? (tolerance is very hard to come by)


3. Buy a camera! (prosumer most probably)


4. Better dressing! =D (girls must look pretty~)


5. Not to ffk any cosplay plans.


6. Fix face condition.


7. GET SKINNY and tone (omg I nearly forgot this, it should be in no.2!)


8. Juggle work and study again.


9. Remain silent.


10. Pick up something to work on (what it is will be a secret~)


11. NO MOAR SAMANS!


12. Get more friends to lean on. (poor them lol)

ALL NOT IN ORDER LOL AND HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE GUYS!

A Whole New World

• I am finally a graduate of the foundation programme after waiting 2 years for the cert.


• Got awesomely lost in my future workplace. Car stays home now, I shall continue pretending to love the bus. The place is a little inconvenient but everything's there. The only bus that goes by that area is U87 and T634 *facepalms* I shall start dreading now.

Up In My Room

Where treasures of a lifetime are discovered~ My room has gone thru the usual end year spring clean so there's less stuff lying around now.

Seashells that I personally collected from the beaches all around Malaysia! Impossible to find these beauties on the beaches anymore =(

My pride and joy for 8 years T__T Used to be 4 tubs full but gave my brother some >_>;;

*sniffs* My samans, need I say more?

Someone should be able to recognize this =P

Never though I'd see this again!! XD

Of Christmas and Poliosis

Seriously speaking, there's nothing interesting during my Ipoh trip except for the visit to a waterfall reserve and me staying in an area that competes with each other on who has the best house design.

The waterfall reserve

Pretty house 1 T__T

Pretty house 2 T__T

Today treated Brian and myself to TGIF since The Apartment was just evil to me. The parking fee was just epic XD cuz we only paid RM2 for over 3 hours of parking =P

Appetizer of uber sourness - Shrimp Martini. I ended up fishing out all the prawns and kicked the dish aside.

Appetizer full of fat and super filling - Mac & Cheese

Chicken Caeser Salad - Healthy yes it's mostly veggie more than anything else.

Key West Whitefish - Only thing worth eating is the fish, veggies were kinda hard. No amount of weird angles is gonna cover up the fact that this fish was nibbled by me before this pic was taken.

Dessert! Cookies and Cream and the cookie is too hard to me to nibble so I ate the ice-cream and throat is full of phelgm now =D;;

Chocolate Malt Cake of death~

Manage to wash all the food down without puking thanks to this Strawberry Parfait =D The texture is just so soft and fluffy <3 and the strawberry juice is perfect <3

What better way to make us feel even more fat by taking a shopping trip and trying clothes =D

A vest from SODA that I forced him to try. Successfully hid his stomach kthxbai. To buy or not? >D

Welcome to Club Kitty with me as your host and dancer for tonighttttttt. Dress from TopShop and it's around RM389 I think. Bust area was a bit loose since it was a size 8.

Pair it with a clincher and handbag, it'll be so Gossip Girl-ish. Another TopShop dress.

O Holy Crap~

Now these are stuff worth buying and WEARING than hanging cakes and biscuits on my ears and neck *rolls eyes* Have a Round Bean
You can customize what charms to chuck on your bracelet and they have a few pretty charms for Christmas! <3 Darn I wish I saw this earlier so that I can get myself a Christmas present. Okay I know my first sentence really sounded like an insult but hey I'll shut up now lol.

My Christmas season was spent in Ipoh of all places *facepalms*. All I did for Christmas was being a driver and traveling 700km. Awesome ain't it, well report will be up when my phone is charged.

I realized that throughout this year, everyone slim down and reduced weight except ME DX. Having your grandma telling you that you look HAGGARD, I definitely blame my third semester for this. Since it's the end of the year, time to list down the things that I've accomplished and be proud of myself instead of moping and adding the number of wrinkles to my face.

1. I dyed my hair for the first time.


2. Braces which didn't hurt much thankfully.


3. Worked 3 kinds of jobs.


4. I'VE WAXED =D


5. The first time I've decided put a stop from being emotionally abused.


6. Become a model? *o*;;;;


7. Drove my car to insanity literally.


8. Been at deaths door twice.


9. Fever for a total of 4 times.


10. SINGLE FOR A YEAR =D


11. Cantonese level up =D;;; all thanks to cosplay.


12. Being so lovable till I deserve Junjou manga 1-7 *is still stunned to get it*

Okay obviously some of them are just rubbish but as long as I'm proud of em!

Aftermath of Stress Week

The most epic 2 weeks of the year has passed DX. I'm still awake and dang proud of myself for making it through even though I got super sick halfway. Now everything's gone except for the sore throat. I'm glad I made those cupcakes and gave em out as Christmas presents. Sorry if it's a bit stale guys cuz we made em on Friday morning before rushing for set up. Stayover at Teri's house on Thursday night since parents were away and I was still pretty sick. Gosh what an experience..... cockroaches walk around the place happily! >_> 2 came out when we went down for some cosplay work plans. TWO DAMMIT! T-W-O!

Set up was a pain since there wasn't any aircond and most of the people were conveniently unavailable. Lots of make ups for us to grab~ new lip gloss and eye shadow. Rooms were a bit shocking too, try picturing 5 people sharing 2 single beds. The room was cramped for 5 and there's only 1 socket. Bathroom was gorgeous except for the weird pear painting hanging beside the toilet wtf.

Day 1 - Dressed as Ranka and worked my body to the hall. God knows which idiot decided to turn our poor Coffy mascot into some fucked up PINK lolita freak wannabe which is such an opposite when you look at the promo flyers and posters.

Group cosplay wasn't that awesome and I got pretty bored judging most of them. Audio quality wasn't that good either which made it worse. Job was done by 3 and I went back to the hotel and crashed till the post mortem. Late night wig styling till 2 at Daniel's and was awesomely locked out by Audrey >_>;;

Day 2 - A sick Tianzi in action with a lot of people telling me I look half-dead. Quite happy that many came up to me and complimented on the costume~ >o< but my wig was an uber mess. I totally forgot to bring my gel >__< need better make up skills too. Lighting sucked so bad, it's lucky I didn't accept many photo requests.

Overall it was tiring but I enjoy the rush of working. As much as people said CF was a success, yeah we were a success, at licking our sposors shoes of course and making fans more disappointed this year. Usage of storage room was also abused by non comm people. Eventhough you're close to the comm and shit, that doesn't give you the privilege to use it as a nap room or make up room. We have fucking expensive stuff inside, what better way to make yourself as a suspect. Call me bias or a person who doesn't appreciate friends but when it comes to work, comm are comm and friends are just friends. You don't get extra privileges from me if you're my friend. This is very unprofessional for a large scale event as this. Am looking forward for some revolution in the committee. And my future friends are so gonna hate me somehow for having this kind of work behavior.

Putting my work personality side, I'd like to thank Pat for dragging me and Audrey into the photo despite feeling so unwelcomed >__< We've never been into the chan and are super loney people atm so it's nice to have that 10 minute moment surrounded by people whom we used to gossip with.

Short Update

If you enjoy talking to my passenger door silently, please just fucking tell me. I'll install a passenger door that will auto open and a chair that could throw you out. I think Japan has that.

Exams sucked but that's the least of the problems. Tianzi's wig is giving me shit and there's tons left to do. Screw you set up. If people can skip it just to go for LOtR concert, I'm sure me skipping to SLEEP since I'm sick is okay.

Fever's been going on and off now it's just a slight one. Cough turned to sore throat and the flu's been paying random visits.

This is the suckiest update I've ever made. Just wait till Tuesday =(