Fudge!

Fuck I just can't comprehend this. The fact that you KNOW me gives it more the reason for you not to do that. You know I get very distressed when come across physical contact other than my hands. To ask me to merely forget it, you're no better than the rest of the male population out there.

I'm trying so hard not to let it affect my work but it's obvious only half of my brain is processing *growls*

Morning Grumpiness

Heavy eyelids *check*
Aching joints *check*
Sniffing nose *check*
Unarmed with breakfast *check*
Thermos not switched on *check*

*sulks at the corner*

I'm smelling the lovely aroma of 'Thosai' with 'Chetni' that my colleague is eating and all I have is a packet of Whiskas in my handbag =(

Rainy Days

That day was one of the days I felt like I was someone. I felt like I've lost connection with everyone. Every time I talk to someone, the conversation somehow just hangs there.... leaving me scratching my head trying to keep things flowing. I just gotta keep reminding myself why did I make this decision that's all.

To forget this whole crappy emo feeling, I must set my goal for the week which is:

To watch Confessions of a Shopaholic ROFL

Saturday was a blessing =) Went to watch The Unborn and regretted it T__T I'll stick to chic movies kthxbai D8 It was funny to see Sylvene's eyes pop out when she saw me "Omg gal... you change so much!" Same goes for Zef when I bumped into him the other day ahahah. I was taking an extra look at him to make sure I'm not gonna say hi to the wrong person. Don't know why he stare at me until I sapa him D:

My phobia for bugs reached to some crazy level >_>;; Is there any word other than terrified? Cuz I think terrified might be an understatement >_> In 1-2 weeks, 3 roaches, 1 cricket and 1 grasshopper appeared. Erm I obviously screamed like crazy especially when when the flying roach appeared ._. this is one of the reasons I haven't packed my things and moved out ;_; what am I gonna do if a roach appears when I'm alone? ;_;

Saw this during the MPH Clearance Sale *giggles*

Poku~Poku~

Culprit! >w</

Hmm today I wasn't greeted by a dog but a cat.=D;; and it pooped all over the office stairs >__<\;; The whole area kinda stinks now.

Am in love with the checkered gingham skirt <3 RM50 + Rm40 for a nice off shoulder matching top. Very preppy school-like but I already have a checkered bf tee. I still have time to think since it's restockable anyways <3

I would've snagged this as well if only it was a jumpsuit instead of a dress. And second, I won't wear this until I have a kinky pair of lace up boots from Nine West or I-Socks 8D. This piece is just gorgeous!!!! *A* Pic from Miss Nineteen.

Needed: Motivation

My work performance has downgraded a little. That's bad cuz people here bitch at every single itsy bitsy mishap >__< It's really difficult motivating myself just to get up for work thanks to the weather for the past few days =(. I arrive at work half-drenched thanks to the ruthless drivers >_<\ there's no spirit to work any longer x_X

Offices should have dogs! *_*b Everyday we drag out asses to work dreading the 8 hours (or more) of torture. It'll be nice to be greeted by your loyal furry buddy at the entrance, stalk you at work, be your foot rest <3 *goes on dreaming*

Random: Neslo is my substitute for the Mocha latte =(

Random Musing

Two things I miss during the time I work at Bangsar.

1. Chinese food


2. Kaya & butter toast

Someone drag me out for toast and some good Hakka mee! TAT

Fuzzy Cat Brain

Arghhh I've been on my honyemoon too long that now it's a bit difficult to adjust back to work x_X. I'm good for now after buying a cup full of sugar and caffeine from Starbucks. I know I should save by making teh tarik in the office but I hate powdered creamer zzz. It just doesn't give the rich, creamy sweet taste that I pictured.

I'm a horrible make up addict right now T__T I was searching for some make up primer since I heard it's effective for holding make up on oily skin and I came across Guerlain Meteorites Pearls Light Diffusing Perfecting Primer

Isn't it so cute?!?!?! /*o*/ and it retails for RM200! *gets kicked*

Nah I won't be investing in that. I'll probably get MUFE's primer. I also manage to find CD's 5 Couleur Eyeshadow palette for only RM80 *_*b so it's definitely a yes for that. Waiting for my SkinFood fixer to finish too, I can't stand the icky fruity smell.

Crud... I planned to talk about other stuff but in the end this turned into a make up trash entry =(

Add on: *groans* Another make up sale in April. They have lots of perfumes there but I'm more interested in the Paul & Joe cosmetics and Givenchy's gloss and lipstick but I'm afraid of the crowd >_>;;

Yay I Won! *snorts*

I've never felt so insulted receiving a prize. The winners list was just BS. Oh well, it's rm500 *whistles* though I'm dissapointed in my performance. It was just........ not very graceful haha.... I felt like some cartoon character for kids since some of the poor kids were crying from seeing Nemesis and Krauzer. I'm like some relief for the parents since they go "Oh look there. Got cat! :3" at their howling kiddies.

The performance was just... shit lol. If you ask me, I was just very ungraceful. Dancing in bedroom slippers clothed with fur is just weird... The audio was fucked up cuz the volume was raised to an unbearable level so it sounded quite terrible *facepalms* I'm just thankful I'm not like those thick-faced people who think they can sing but they can't. I know I can't and I just suck at it. Congrats to me for half of TS has heard my screeching *groans* Now I'm just thinking whether should I repair it or just plan a new skit or just plain plan a new project since Jared was complaining how unfair that this costume manage to bag RM1.8k in total for me lol. Cosplaying an 10 year old girl is tiring.

Was looking through cosmetics and fashion stuff. Coach's 2009 Spring collection looks awesome. The bags barely have an ounce of the typical signature Coach look. Sounds like they've run out of ideas or they've hired new deseigners lol. Dior's stuff looks awesome too T_T;; and I'm still silently wishing for my Blooming Bouquet DX The Benefit blusher that some girl used on me was nice >w< but I'm not familiar with Benefit cosmetics. It comes in weird packagings and weird names too =A=;;

I'm just so frustrated now =( Have a picture of a cute me *gets smacked*

Pic credits to Big and Busty. My arm looks so horribly straight.

Now that I have the prize money, I don't know what to do with part of it XD;; I could get any of these:

• Lisa Watier corrector wheel


• Definite concealer palette


• Manly 88 color eyeshadow palette


• Treat people


• Keep for Langkawi


• BB Cream samples


• Pigments!

Lol greedy me...

Oh-So-Glamour-Me

Once in a blue moon for me.

Kit-Kat

Movie outing in the middle of the night *_*b Marley and Me wasn't as touching as I expected. The book brought me to tears, as for the movie? Meh.

Spent quite a lot of money lately @_@. Bought a new dress. Waxed and bleached my skin, thread eyebrows, bought make up from warehouse sale, bought a brush pouch and bought a kajal eyeliner which just came in today =D Just in time since I've got a guinea pig soon. I thought of trying Kajal since it's cheap, creamier and made from herbs.

Gods I better go back editting my skit. I'm just taking a short break x_X

Landed On A Soft Cloud

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Yesterday I was handling so much work since my supervisor took EL and today one of the clients called my supervisor just to compliment me! XDXD

Time's Up

Someone accidentally snapped the wrong wire so the bomb exploded earlier than planned. I can't even fucking shed any tears since I'm just too bloody tired.

Bye HS5, Steps is in the house.

Butterscotch *drools*

I've been dying to try Gardenia's Butterscotch bread but not many shops sell them, mostly they have the Chocolate raisin ones. The ones at home, gets eaten up before I discovered that my dad even bought em... This morning, so happenes the KK Supermarket near my office ordered the Butterscotch Bread instead of the Chocolate Raisins. Here I am now with a loaf of Gardenia's Butterscotch bread all for myself :3

 

Expensive hotpants but it's perfect for BRS project. RM83 >_>;;

The picture just screams at me to get some exercise grrr.

The Things I Did >w<

Yess my Lamovi brushes came in yesterday and they're awesomely soft!!! Sad thing it they can't fit into my current brush pouch DX but the 3 brushes = RM68 = worth my money! >< Most of the other foundation brushes range from RM80-130 D8 Now I just can't stop molesting them X33333

MPH sale was a flop honestly, most of the prices are slightly higher compared to the distributors sale XD;; Gossip Girl series is cheap though.. RM20 per book and the hot selling Twilight series is cheap but Shopaholic and Cecelia Ahern books range from RM25-29 =w=;;; but I found one of Cecelia's books for only RM9 wahahaha~ I'm guessing it's cheap cuz it's one of the old stock. The new ones have meth covers and mine was glossy but who cares! 8D Got one of Torey hayden's books too cuz I couldn't resist >_< Would recommend her books to those studying child psychology.

And now I gotta take my leave to plan how to embarass myself ><

Grumpy Morning

Nasty rain with reckless drivers speeding over puddles not to mention being stalked by some random idiot who looks creepily like someone makes a cat go grumpy.

Only beautiful thing of the day is that my beautiful picture will be on my drivers license for the next 3 years.

Pizza Night

Haven't been blogging anything interesting lately since all the emoness in my MSN list affected me a little. Having people wishing they were dead written in caps and leaving it there for weeks just depresses me so I've shifted them to the bottom of the list >_>. Sorry peeps.

I propose a pizza night this weekend! >w< We're gonna eat pizzas and watch whatever stupid movies we can get our hands on! If not, I'm dragging one unlucky person to Delicious to fulfill my dang cravings >< So much for reducing expenses lol.

P.S.: To my darling girls, there's a girl in Subang who's conducting free make up classes on weekends using high end products like Artistry. Anyone interested? Cuz I'm meeting up with her this Saturday. =D

Money Matters

I like to take this time to express my dissatisfaction on something many people lack.... punctuality. You have all agreed to pay up in by a certain specific date thus it is solely your responsibility to pay up by that date, not half, not quarter but FULL PAYMENT. It is 9th March, 4 days after the deadline and I don't see my account showing the figures that I expected by that date.

We have discussed this 2 weeks before the deadline and everyone had agreed to it. It made my blood boil that I had to call the culprit to find that she could only pay it a few days later. So I waited. She called again 2 days later saying that she could only pay half of the amount and said it without an ounce of shame or guilt.

I don't have time to be a mother and harass for money. I don't have time to keep track for all the incomming money. I just wanna set that all aside and focus on other things. It's a real headache to keep track of it. With the amount of researching and planning I've been doing for weeks as a result, giving u guys quite a decently budgeted holiday I would've expected you people who only had to 'goyang kaki' to effing pay me on time.

It doesn't help that my mum has benn harassing me to pay her back. RM500 for me to tanggung alone is quite heavy, people... -_-

Escolar

*groans* It's 4+ and I'm still not asleep T_T Taken from Wiki..

"The gastrointestinal symptoms, called "keriorrhoea", caused by these wax esters may include oily orange diarrhea, discharge, or leakage from the rectum that may smell of mineral oil. The discharge can stain clothing and occur without warning 30 minutes to 36 hours after consuming the fish. The oil may pool in the rectum and cause frequent urges for bowel movements due to its lubricant qualities and may be accidentally discharged by the passing of gas. Symptoms may occur over a period of one or more days. Other symptoms may include stomach cramps, loose bowel movements, diarrhea, headaches, nausea, and vomiting."

Erm basically I've been facing that eversince Friday T__T and I've just faced the worst after chugging down a cup of cold milk. Eyes are kinda sore as well. I think my eyes are very sensitive to make up @_@ cuz the lids are full of rashes now.

I'm in a really ugly state right now... =(

Hello Kitty Tolong Aku

Yesterday was a make up shopping spree at MidValley and I had the chance to visit the MAC Hello Kitty. I've find MAC's past 2 theme's to be a bit out of the box but still ridiculous. The latest theme which is MAC Hello Kitty looked like they just dumped the infamous pink mascot into a bucket of black tar. Nevertheless that didn't stop me from trying their complimentary make up session. I have to say I'm in love with the Hello Kitty lipstick Cute-Ster but it costs a hefty RM63 >__<. Honestly I wouldn't pay more than RM50 for a lipstick but there's definitely a difference in using cosmetic counter products and the ones sold in pharmacies. The color of the MAC lipstick I wore lasted through the whole day eventhough I kept licking my lips.

Throughout the whole event, they had some balloon giveaway sessions. Sad that I couldn't get one >_< but I've pretty much given up at the rate people were pushing. Everyone's fighting for the balloons as though they've never seen one in their entire life. People of all ages both male and female, short and tall, thin and fat all pushing and shoving, throwing their whole lives in for a plastic black kitty-faced balloon filled with helium.

My main reason for going out yesterday was to get Shaun's foundation and pressed powder as his skintone was different. Happy to say I've con another person to worship Bobbi Brown hahaha. Think I gave my review for Bobbi Brown in my last blog but I shall recommend again 8D. Bobbi Brown's products have excellent coverage XD making your skin look flawless. They're much more pricey compared to MAC but I find MAC's foundation dries up quite easily. As for color rage for lips and eyes, I'd suggest you purchase a good eye primer then buy other eyeshadows that are much cheaper.

And yeah with the blackened Hello Kitty in the craze thanks to MAC, I'm reminded of the stupid Hello Kitty song sang by one of our local artists. Again, it sounds quite stupid....

And The Wheel Continues to Turn

Ok cool so I haven't been updating much cuz HS5 has washed my brain at night and in the morning I'm busy with work.

Yesterday I went to Astro to watch over the recording for Matta Fair's radio ad. Quite interesting and I got to meet some cool DJ's and the voice overs for the ad =D. The cafeteria rox as it's like some mini buffet spread only that you have to pay. I took 2 huge cakes and teh ais in total costs only RM2 8D. It can be a very nice photoshoot area if you're looking to photoshoot at empty roads. It's just so quiet and the parking is almost empty. They have a very carefree environment but security is quite tight @w@

After work, me and Brian rushed for the Watchmen premiere. We had to work for the tix by dressing like the people from the slums and harassing people in the halls not to watch the movie. The movie was good but the music they picked was just wtf.... making the movie look kinda retarded.... My verdict...

DON'T WATCH WATCHMEN!!! T__T *holds sign*

All in all, life is extremely good minus the few minutes of unpleasantness for the past 2 days. Pics will be up tonight.

Sneak Peek

Oh well this isn't a sneak peak since it's just me showing off my new shades lol.

To bed I go x_X, will just give my full text update when I get up.

Don't Give up, Just Stand Up

This song is just so beautiful T__T cept that Miley Cyrus just ruins everything if you listen to the live one. She sounds like a spoiled brat singing.... whereas Beyonce, Leona and Mariah sound so beautiful!!! T^T9 I love the song lyrics and the fact that it's made out of all women >D

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfbxxd01mzk

Various Artists Just Stand Up (To Cancer) Lyrics
Songwriters: Edmonds, Kenneth; Walton, Ronnie

ALL:
Every thing will be alright
Rihanna:yeah
Beyonce:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyonce:
You need to know...

Chorus (Sheryl Crow):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé:
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust if off
Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes:
Don't you know you

Natasha Bedingfield:
Can go

LeAnn Rimes:
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield:
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in ya
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in ya
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got it in you
Find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

Through It All, Just Stand Up!

Living To The Fullest

Yea I'm living it by playing games *laughs* I got totally hooked to Yu-Gi-Oh and High Street 5 during the weekend. Kidnapped the mangas from Brian 8D and High Street 5 sucked balls but I’m still playing it. The songs are crap and there are only 4 modes. The leveling system is so bad, your player can end up with negative exp =__= Don’t get me started on the money system! The items don’t last forever unless you purchase points to redeem them. Only thumbs up I give for HS5 is allowing characters to walk around giving it an RPG feel. I miss AuditionSea Night Mode T__T I just hope Steps will be good.

LMC Salon if having a very good promotion and I'm very tempted to have my hair rebonded or treated instead. The curls are dropping >__< and my hair is super dry. Will prolly invest in RedKen or Schwarzkopf shampoo and leave-on conditioner.