I'm still very upset over what happened. That woman didn't have to tell the whole world over something this small. Sad to say it does remind me of my old self truthfully. Still, I hate people having the wrong impression on me. The time I spent to alienate myself, building up my walls and swear not to get hurt ever again, all wasted. It took so much willpower and strength not to go back there for my own good. Having people tell me I'm a much better person than I was previously, kept me going till then.
Damnations for listening to emo songs lol. It's okay, there's still enough concrete to build another wall that shall last longer. *puts on her safety helmet*
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Vacancy: Traveling buddies
A male and female needed as a traveling buddy regardless of age, skin color, height, width, stupidity, or social class.
Requirements:
Details
Date: 31st April or 6th May
Venue: Langkawi you asshats
Expenses:
A 3-4 day holiday depending on what you wish to do, I'll arrange it. Car rental and petrol expenses will be divided among 4-5 people. The guesthouse looks cosy and the owner has 3 dogs and a puppy there so do bring treats =D
I've done my work, now it's time for you faggots to confirm your bums for the trip. It's during peak season so I like to make bookings as early as possible.
Requirements:
- Can pay for their own expenses.
- Doesn't mind backpacking.
Details
Date: 31st April or 6th May
Venue: Langkawi you asshats
Expenses:
- Flight - RM80 (tax included)
- Lodgings - RM30 per person for a night
- Car rental - RM50-70 per day
- Petrol - $$$
- F&B - $$$
A 3-4 day holiday depending on what you wish to do, I'll arrange it. Car rental and petrol expenses will be divided among 4-5 people. The guesthouse looks cosy and the owner has 3 dogs and a puppy there so do bring treats =D
I've done my work, now it's time for you faggots to confirm your bums for the trip. It's during peak season so I like to make bookings as early as possible.
Jeebus...
I hate the forums of what it has become... 3 out of 5 post, the user will have 'I apologize if I'm overstepping my boundaries' or 'sorry if I'm offending anyone' in their posts. It only shows that.......
...well I'm having difficulty finding the right words. As much as I love the politeness and shit, I just get the vibe that they're cowering in their seats in fear that they'll get flamed for their post before they click the 'post' button. Either that or it acts as a shield for the post.
It feels like they're afraid to boldly step in and tell me the truth right at my face, it just feels like there's something more but they're hiding it. There's so much difference in in treatment when replying using my nick and using a normal forumers nick. *sighs*
...well I'm having difficulty finding the right words. As much as I love the politeness and shit, I just get the vibe that they're cowering in their seats in fear that they'll get flamed for their post before they click the 'post' button. Either that or it acts as a shield for the post.
It feels like they're afraid to boldly step in and tell me the truth right at my face, it just feels like there's something more but they're hiding it. There's so much difference in in treatment when replying using my nick and using a normal forumers nick. *sighs*
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Screw Ups and Cravings
Yesterday, I made a mistake that nearly cost the company a few thousand dollars and a client. It showed how much they trust me (or they're too busy to check up on me lol) and I feel touched~ I was making an ad for Marriott and accidentally typed the wrong vacancies which nearly threw the Marriott rep into a fit.
I ended up being scolded with so much sarcasm =D;;; Also thanks to my work today, I'll be able to add in ads I did for Genting, Mercedes and Marriott into my appendix for my final report! X3
The skirts I wanted have all been sold =( boo hoo but they'll have restocks for the high waist one so I'll be getting that =D. On the lookout for a new bag as well since I'm carrying my college bag to work which seriously isn't appropriate and totally clashes with my dressing >_>;; ClothesBucket has opened their second batch preorder for awesome looking shoes. Dang tempted to get those Bradshaw heels but the black ones cost RM160 DX but the grey is only RM135.
Attempting to try kajal eyeliner since I won't be buying any clothes this month XD;;;
I ended up being scolded with so much sarcasm =D;;; Also thanks to my work today, I'll be able to add in ads I did for Genting, Mercedes and Marriott into my appendix for my final report! X3
The skirts I wanted have all been sold =( boo hoo but they'll have restocks for the high waist one so I'll be getting that =D. On the lookout for a new bag as well since I'm carrying my college bag to work which seriously isn't appropriate and totally clashes with my dressing >_>;; ClothesBucket has opened their second batch preorder for awesome looking shoes. Dang tempted to get those Bradshaw heels but the black ones cost RM160 DX but the grey is only RM135.
Attempting to try kajal eyeliner since I won't be buying any clothes this month XD;;;
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Belated Valentine
Since my oven exploded as I was making the gifts... here's a Valentine song from me >__< Sadly I couldn't embed the player there zzzz. Hope I break all your ears and sorry if I sound so squeaky.
OOT: GODS IT'S SUCH A DAMN HOT DAY TODAY!
Fashion Crisis!
I am in a dilemma! =D Help me pick please!
Nice cute format skirt for RM49 or
Gypsy skirt for RM59
Both images are from A Chic Store.
SO HELP ME DECIDE PLEASE!! =D
Monday, February 16, 2009
Withdraw Further
Again my shell is starting to crack. Don't you dare prod further if I say I can't fucking tell.
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